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It's amazing the difference a year can make. Because a year ago I had just come out of the hospital and I was not in the best place, to put it lightly. 

Now I have a new job that I've been working at for almost a month and everyone has been so friendly and helpful, I make plans to actually spend time with other people and look forward to it. Last weekend I spent a day in Boston with my mom and I had fun while I was there, this coming Sunday I'm going to my cousin's baby shower. The anxiety and depression are still there, they might always be, but they're manageable now. I can deal with things that happen instead of just falling apart or stressing out. 

For example; on Monday we had this amazing shrimp and avocado salad for dinner, it was delicious and I was happy because I really like shellfish. I also discovered I'm now allergic to shellfish because I live by Murphy's Law for some reason. It sucked, my brother and I went on an emergency CVS run so I could get some benadryl and then we got ice cream because why not?  

What else? 

I started writing again. It's not much, I have something original that I'm kind of working on that will probably never see the light of day or get finished but I'm writing. And it feels good. It's hard to wrap my head around that sometimes, that I can feel good about something instead of just being empty. 

Still, life marches on. I might not be able to imagine a future yet, I can't picture where I'll be a year from now, but I definitely plan on seeing where this takes me.
taken from :iconrobinthebard:

ANIME/MANGA NERD
[X] You watch anime.
[X] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[X]You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[X] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention. (I wish)
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[ ] You enjoy drawing anime. (I can't draw)
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[X] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. 

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 5

ART NERD
[X] You like art.
[ ] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[ ] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[ ] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[X] You have a favorite artist. (Several)
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

ART NERD POINTS: 2

MUSICAL NERD
[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[X] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 1

VIDEO GAME NERD
[ ] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest. 
[ ] You play video games every day.
[ ] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[X] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3 Player.
[X] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best. 
[ ] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 2

COMPUTER NERD:
[X] You use the computer every day.
[X] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[X] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[X] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[X] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[X] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[ ] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.' (I despise text talk or anything that butcher's the English language)
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[ ] You can type really, really fast.
COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 6

In conclusion, I am not much of a nerd, but I do have no life and spend all my time on my laptop
It's amazing the difference a year can make. Because a year ago I had just come out of the hospital and I was not in the best place, to put it lightly. 

Now I have a new job that I've been working at for almost a month and everyone has been so friendly and helpful, I make plans to actually spend time with other people and look forward to it. Last weekend I spent a day in Boston with my mom and I had fun while I was there, this coming Sunday I'm going to my cousin's baby shower. The anxiety and depression are still there, they might always be, but they're manageable now. I can deal with things that happen instead of just falling apart or stressing out. 

For example; on Monday we had this amazing shrimp and avocado salad for dinner, it was delicious and I was happy because I really like shellfish. I also discovered I'm now allergic to shellfish because I live by Murphy's Law for some reason. It sucked, my brother and I went on an emergency CVS run so I could get some benadryl and then we got ice cream because why not?  

What else? 

I started writing again. It's not much, I have something original that I'm kind of working on that will probably never see the light of day or get finished but I'm writing. And it feels good. It's hard to wrap my head around that sometimes, that I can feel good about something instead of just being empty. 

Still, life marches on. I might not be able to imagine a future yet, I can't picture where I'll be a year from now, but I definitely plan on seeing where this takes me.

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Julia
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Hey guys how's it going? I don't really have much to say here other than that this is a new account I set up because I'm deactivating my old one. I'm a fantasy writer mostly but some other things might be thrown in there. I'm a really sporadic updater so don't expect regular chapters or anything like that. Anyways that's really all I have to say here. Ciao!
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thank you for the fave
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Thank you
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Thanks for faving my work! Markiplier Munching Imaginary Popcorn - Emoticon JackSepticEye Dancing Moves 
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